| | my brother wants me to come live with him in dallas this summer. he just moved there for a job in the last two weeks. and there's two sides.
one side is that i have been really looking forward to relaxing with my father all summer. fishing, watching tv, reading all i could handle, getting involved in church and fixing my relationship with God, spending time with Marvelle and Chandler. just relaxing.
the other side is that dallas would be a good experience. possibly a growing up experience. getting a decent paying job, saving money, living in a big city, being my own person.
i think i should go. but i don't know. sometimes my brother is a little flaky, so there's no reason for me to really think this out extensively yet. but i think i should go. i just don't know.
you know what, i need to get over this. i'm way too scared. way too self-conscious. i play it safe. i don't do anything that invovles risk. and that's going to get me stuck. i'll never be able to make something of myself if i don't get over that. i should go.
but then it will be SO hard to come back to arkansas and go to college again. ugh.
decisions aren't my strong suit.
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